Dominos

Well, I've got a delivery job at dominos now. It's minimum wage, but you know, there's tips too. :)
anyway, I'm just keeping up on reading some books. I made a couple of purchases on ebay and apparently paypal decided to bill my checking account instead of my credit card account so money is tight. I sold my second xbox to gamecrazy and I got 60 bucks back. With shipping and handling it costed a little more than that to get it, but I also got some hd cables, another controller, and an xbox carrying case - so it's not so bad.

Anyway, I've had felt urges recently, infact I get them just about every day.
But I have not relapsed.

I have witnessed pornography by accident (I was not intentionally looking for it, I was looking for a friends picture of his neighbor crashing into his house) and I was able to move on without continuing looking at it/thinking about it. So I am doing well in my struggles, but I have read that because of the circumstances regarding my current state, I am more enabled because I'm in what is called 'The Honey Moon Stage."
What that basically means, is that it's easier for me to not look at pornography because I've been 'shocked.' I need to practice because it will be harder in the future, because I won't have that shock, that fear. Of course it'd exist but it'd be much easier to overwrite it. Anyway, I continue to read my books and continue USE the books.

My dad said I have until the 15th of June to find a place to live. I don't know what I'm going to do. Try to find a place, I guess. :(

My ex-fiance (now girlfriend?) says she doesn't want me moving back in until I'm 'cured' or 'changed' but I don't know when/if that'll happen. :(
But she does seem like she needs me around more, and as long as I practice and keep up with my studies and stick to my stuff. Then I should be able to get past it, just fine. :)

Maybe she'll ask me to move in before June 15th... Here's hoping!