Love

'it can't possibly work.'
'I don't love you.'
'I committed myself to you for three years.'

I always said, that love is more than a feeling.
It is a commitment to another person.

She doesn't want to 'work it out.'

I've decided to join the navy.
I have a lot of things to do to get there.

I cannot have the life that I wanted, as a family man.
'Well what about meeting someone else, and starting with them?'

I cannot love now.

She doesn't exist any longer, to me.
I do not intend on seeing my kids again.

Why work your ass off to see your children so little?
When I come home from work, I want them to rush to me, to hold me.
I don't want to come home to an empty house.

I want to see my children every day.


I cannot.

I feel like my life isn't worth living if I can't have it the way I want it.
One life, one love.
Love is the answer, love a higher ground.

I have no time for love.
I cannot be the father to my children.

I am free now. Free to do what I want to do. As long as it isn't a life with her.
My Grandfather was in the Navy, and he was stationed in Japan.
My Father was in the Marines, and he was stationed in Japan.
My Grandfather had children with a woman and it didn't work out.
My Father had children with a woman and it didn't work out.
My Grandfather was a first born child and he had two boys.
My Father was a first born child and he had two boys.

I was a first born child and I had two boys.


I can always change my mind.